Page 1 of 365 : Grateful

I always forget to be grateful to God when i overly excited or exhausted. When i over excited all i remember is to celebrate that day with something fun to do and when i feel so exhausted i keep whining how bad the day is. 

But today i want to be grateful to God for giving me a chance to breath on day 1 of 2021. Thanks God for everything today, for my health condition, food and even the activity i do. Thanks also for giving me and my family a chance to still breath on this beautiful world. I really thankful for everything today!! May this year full with laughter and happiness especially to my family and myself too.

Eventhough there is a time i forget to be grateful for this life, i hope that day is not always happen. I hope that i always be grateful in everyday of mylife. Anyway, today i learn how to cook 'Kuih Angku'. For  first timer i can say that the 'Kuih Angku' was okey la, i give myself 3/5 star. Thanks to the person who uploaded their video of them making the 'Kuih Angku' on YouTube. I really appreciate it and because of it i finally know how to make 'Kuih Angku'. It's so simple and the ingredient also not so many to use.

Lastly, day one of 2021 ended with me getting a new knowledge of making 'Kuih Angku'.

That's all for today. 

Adioss see you tomorrow 💚

Happy New Year 2021

Tak sangka tahun 2020 dah sampai ke penghujungnya dan lembaran kosong bagi tahun 2021 pun telah dimulai. Time flies so fast!! Like 2020, this new year 2021 also i have a plan/wishes that i pray will come true. 

I will try harder to become a wonderful person i wanna be and proud to be and doing my best in everything! and always remember to be thankful and grateful especially to God. 

I pray that 'c virus' will completely disappear in this world. Amen. 

Anyway, i will list 10 plan/wishes for future reference:

1. Read atleast one book in a month, so total (min) 12 books a year!

2. Do exercise regularly.

3. Eat clean.

4. Before go to bed forgive everyone that make myself hurt.

5. Start earning! 

6. Get an interview from SPP.

7. Wake up before 7am.

8. Learn to bake (cake,  biscuit etc) 

9. Learn to💃 

10. Most importantly always remember to pray everyday!! 

That all for today.

Byeeeee 

Older

As i getting older, i realize that i've to stand on my own. I need to be brave to do something new and it's all for my own good. All my anxiety about life become more real. I think that i'm not mature enough to live this life. I have this feeling inside me that questioning my future like 'if i can survive in this battle of life?'. I'm worry about my future. I don't know what gonna happen to my life. I become hopeless. I just want a confirmation about my future life but it's still blur and i hope this is only temporary. Wish i can see a bright future of mine soon. (same goes to all of you that still struggling right now)

I know all of us have worries in life but for sure all is good when we put God first and i want to share this wonderful quote that i read from a online book (i forgot the title) 'yesterday already pass, we don't know what will happen tomorrow but today is a wonderful gift from God to us, live it with passion and no regret'. This quote give me a strength to not lose hope in life and i hope you'll feel the same too. 

*quote*

Wishing all of us a happiness and thank you for reading, feel free to leave a comment ^^

Monster by Irene & Seulgi (Red Velvet)

Hello gaiss.

A few days ago, Monster MV by Irene and Seulgi from Red Velvet had been released in YouTube. The MV was so incredible wow!! I'm speechless. Irene visual is outstanding as always. Her charisma is on another level. I think Irene shine more in this MV. I can feel her aura in this MV. Great, amazing!! 👏👏👏

While Seulgi charisma is always on the top. She's a definition of girl crush. Her expression is on point (Irene too!!). As always her dancing is so sharp and wow! 💙

Charisma Irene 😈

Girl crush Seulgi 😘

visuall Irene!!

so pretty!!

Seulgi & Irene 😍😍😍

Here the link for the Monster mv. Go check it out :

https://youtu.be/Ujb-gvqsoi0

Bye. That's all for today!!

'HOW YOU LIKE THAT' by BLACKPINK

Hello everyone.

Have u'll listen to new song from BLACKPINK 'How You Like That'? It's really catchy and easy to remember especially this part :

'Look at you now look at me' 🎶 🎶 

Jennie, Jisoo, Lisa, Rosé

(cr: BLACKPINK) 

Anyway, BLACKPINK consist 4 member Jisoo, Jennie, Lisa and Rosé. My bias is Jennie because her aura is incredible and she is so stylish. But in this mv 'How You Like That', Lisa is my favorite one. In my opinion, she shining more for this comeback. But for sure, the song is awesome because all of them🌹

And don't forget to check 'How You Like That' by BLACKPINK here :

https://youtu.be/ioNng23DkIM


Thanks and see u soon.

Byeee...

A word of a day 4 : Planning

Hi everyone.

It's start 4 years ago when i came to university to study and now i finally finished my student life in university. Yeahh, i don't have to attend classes anymore or doing assignment last minute etc but i'm sad because actually i already had a plan of what i'm doing after my study ended. I want to work, make money and give back to my parent. But in this situation right now it's not easy to find a job. Well i know some of you maybe think like 'well find other opportunity, do work from home, don't just whine, you just to lazy, or bla bla bla'. I know some of you think like she's so 'manja' or 'memilih '.NO you really don't know if you think like that. As a fresh graduate (eventhough there's not convo yet but still) i hope i can grow well in working industry. Right now, I feel useless because i do nothing like not literally do nothing but well i just feel like i'm wasting my time. But i know in this situation right now (Covid19) i need to be patient. Eventhough what i planned not going well, i trust in God that soon it's gonna be okay. So i hope everyone each of us please please take care of yourself. Don't do what can harm us and other from virus Covid19. I beg whoever read this to do exactly what the goverment had tell us to do. I'm sure we, especially Malaysian citizen can do it.

Back to topic again, not all that we planning in life can exactly be the same or on time. Be prepare and sure be strong too. Waktu Tuhan tiada yang mustahil, just doing your life with happiness and worry less okay. Put your trust in God. Everything gonna be okay. It's okay to be sad, take your time and after that stand again and do what your mind and heart want. Don't give up.

Thats all for today, bye.

Much love XOXO

A word of a day 3 : Forgiveness

Hello, hi readers.

It's 2.09 am already, but i still can't sleep so i think better i update my blog with new content. I'm hoping today content give you an inspiration. Btw, today i wanna share you about 'forgiveness'. Why I choose this word? Actually it's also a reminder for me in future to forgive someone who hurt me badly.

Forgive someone who hurt us badly is not easy because the hurt we get from that person can harm our mental or physical. Not only that, we can also get trauma from the situation so why should us forgive that person? Why must we be kind to forgive that person? If we forgive the person who hurt us can we guarantee that he/she will not doing his/er behavior again?

I also cannot forgive someone so easily. It's one of my bad habit (flaw) but when i not forgiving someone who hurt me i always feel something missing in my heart especially and my day turn to be very bad day. My routine in a day became less effectively. So in conclusion, i change my habit little bit little by forgiving who hurt me before i'm going to sleep or a day end. It's not easy but surely i can do it.

"Forgive, and you will be forgiven", isn't is beautiful. So let us forgiving everyone who hurt us before going to sleep. This also can heal our mind. Be kind and brave enough to forgive. It not easy but for sure it's for our own good too.

That all for today.

See you when i see you, bye.

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