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As i getting older, i realize that i've to stand on my own. I need to be brave to do something new and it's all for my own good. All my anxiety about life become more real. I think that i'm not mature enough to live this life. I have this feeling inside me that questioning my future like 'if i can survive in this battle of life?'. I'm worry about my future. I don't know what gonna happen to my life. I become hopeless. I just want a confirmation about my future life but it's still blur and i hope this is only temporary. Wish i can see a bright future of mine soon. (same goes to all of you that still struggling right now)

I know all of us have worries in life but for sure all is good when we put God first and i want to share this wonderful quote that i read from a online book (i forgot the title) 'yesterday already pass, we don't know what will happen tomorrow but today is a wonderful gift from God to us, live it with passion and no regret'. This quote give me a strength to not lose hope in life and i hope you'll feel the same too. 

*quote*

Wishing all of us a happiness and thank you for reading, feel free to leave a comment ^^

Monster by Irene & Seulgi (Red Velvet)

Hello gaiss.

A few days ago, Monster MV by Irene and Seulgi from Red Velvet had been released in YouTube. The MV was so incredible wow!! I'm speechless. Irene visual is outstanding as always. Her charisma is on another level. I think Irene shine more in this MV. I can feel her aura in this MV. Great, amazing!! 👏👏👏

While Seulgi charisma is always on the top. She's a definition of girl crush. Her expression is on point (Irene too!!). As always her dancing is so sharp and wow! 💙

Charisma Irene 😈

Girl crush Seulgi 😘

visuall Irene!!

so pretty!!

Seulgi & Irene 😍😍😍

Here the link for the Monster mv. Go check it out :

https://youtu.be/Ujb-gvqsoi0

Bye. That's all for today!!

'HOW YOU LIKE THAT' by BLACKPINK

Hello everyone.

Have u'll listen to new song from BLACKPINK 'How You Like That'? It's really catchy and easy to remember especially this part :

'Look at you now look at me' 🎶 🎶 

Jennie, Jisoo, Lisa, Rosé

(cr: BLACKPINK) 

Anyway, BLACKPINK consist 4 member Jisoo, Jennie, Lisa and Rosé. My bias is Jennie because her aura is incredible and she is so stylish. But in this mv 'How You Like That', Lisa is my favorite one. In my opinion, she shining more for this comeback. But for sure, the song is awesome because all of them🌹

And don't forget to check 'How You Like That' by BLACKPINK here :

https://youtu.be/ioNng23DkIM


Thanks and see u soon.

Byeee...

A word of a day 4 : Planning

Hi everyone.

It's start 4 years ago when i came to university to study and now i finally finished my student life in university. Yeahh, i don't have to attend classes anymore or doing assignment last minute etc but i'm sad because actually i already had a plan of what i'm doing after my study ended. I want to work, make money and give back to my parent. But in this situation right now it's not easy to find a job. Well i know some of you maybe think like 'well find other opportunity, do work from home, don't just whine, you just to lazy, or bla bla bla'. I know some of you think like she's so 'manja' or 'memilih '.NO you really don't know if you think like that. As a fresh graduate (eventhough there's not convo yet but still) i hope i can grow well in working industry. Right now, I feel useless because i do nothing like not literally do nothing but well i just feel like i'm wasting my time. But i know in this situation right now (Covid19) i need to be patient. Eventhough what i planned not going well, i trust in God that soon it's gonna be okay. So i hope everyone each of us please please take care of yourself. Don't do what can harm us and other from virus Covid19. I beg whoever read this to do exactly what the goverment had tell us to do. I'm sure we, especially Malaysian citizen can do it.

Back to topic again, not all that we planning in life can exactly be the same or on time. Be prepare and sure be strong too. Waktu Tuhan tiada yang mustahil, just doing your life with happiness and worry less okay. Put your trust in God. Everything gonna be okay. It's okay to be sad, take your time and after that stand again and do what your mind and heart want. Don't give up.

Thats all for today, bye.

Much love XOXO

A word of a day 3 : Forgiveness

Hello, hi readers.

It's 2.09 am already, but i still can't sleep so i think better i update my blog with new content. I'm hoping today content give you an inspiration. Btw, today i wanna share you about 'forgiveness'. Why I choose this word? Actually it's also a reminder for me in future to forgive someone who hurt me badly.

Forgive someone who hurt us badly is not easy because the hurt we get from that person can harm our mental or physical. Not only that, we can also get trauma from the situation so why should us forgive that person? Why must we be kind to forgive that person? If we forgive the person who hurt us can we guarantee that he/she will not doing his/er behavior again?

I also cannot forgive someone so easily. It's one of my bad habit (flaw) but when i not forgiving someone who hurt me i always feel something missing in my heart especially and my day turn to be very bad day. My routine in a day became less effectively. So in conclusion, i change my habit little bit little by forgiving who hurt me before i'm going to sleep or a day end. It's not easy but surely i can do it.

"Forgive, and you will be forgiven", isn't is beautiful. So let us forgiving everyone who hurt us before going to sleep. This also can heal our mind. Be kind and brave enough to forgive. It not easy but for sure it's for our own good too.

That all for today.

See you when i see you, bye.

*feel free to leave a comment below, 

Support me on YouTube

Hi readers.

Start from this week I will upload a video to my YouTube channel. Do subscribe my YT and I will subscribe back.

Actually, I already has one video in my YT but I'm too lazy to upload a consistent video and I also feel a little bit shy. But I will try to be confident and do it again and this time I will not easily give up.

Cheer me up by subscribing my YT channel here :

https://www.youtube.com/user/miszOLeY

Thank you, gracias, terima kasih

*leave a comment if you subscribe my YT channel and want me to subscribe you back 

A word of a day 2 : Tears

Hi readers.

In this midst to heal the world (people, etc) from Covid19, be healthy and don't forget to take care of yourself ok. We help our frontliner by not doing something that can harm ourself and other #HealtheworldfromCovid19

Btw, today I like to discuss about 'Tears'. Why i choose this word? Sometimes i shed tears not only because i feel sad but happy too. Tears content many meaning. I shed my tears because i feel sad, i shed my tears because i feel happy, i shed my tears because i feel worry, i shed my tears because i feel bad, i shed my tears because i feel wrong, i shed my tears because i feel sick and many more.

So, it's okay to cry because when we cry it's one way to express ourself more. Tears that falling from our eyes can heal us from the problems that we had. Tears that falling is not a sign that we give up in life or getting negative vibe but it can be that we will be okay soon, we will get up again and doing what we love many more.

For everyone that shed tears because having a bad day or month or years, it will be ok soon. To my dearself i hope i will get more stronger to live this life. Cry as more as you want and if you still need to cry the next day just cry dearself. Each of us have different stories in life but one for sure we live in this world to live the life that we want and a reminder from me don't forget to pray and thank God everyday.

Feel free to leave a comment and see you when i see you.

Bye