I failed my interview with SPP

Lately i'm feeling anxious about my life. It's because i'm still jobless and the interview with SPP don't go well. Last week i received the result (phase 1) for my interview with SPP and i'm not lucky enough because i failed but it's alright maybe not my rezeki yet to be a teacher.

Actually, one of my wishes this year is to get an occupation as a teacher but because i failed i just hope before the end of the year i will get any other job. I'm afraid my academic will affect the interview session (because of my education background as a ISMP graduate) but i hope it not become an issue to employer out there. I will definitely do my best working in any work i get.

Well, i fail the interview with SPP but my loan with PTPTN is "lunas" already @ im not paying a single cent because i apply to convert the loan to biasiswa as i got first class on degree. I'm happy because one of my wishes come true even though i failed the interview to be a teacher. I'm free from PTPTN loan!!

Lastly, i hope my anxious will fade away "seiring waktu berjalan". I thanks to God for this incredible life. May my life and my family life will be blessing with happiness and a good health always.

XOXO

QUOTE OF THE DAY (1)

DO POSITIVE SELF TALK,

STOP NEGATIVE TALK ON YOURSELF

• i can't do it  I CAN DO IT

• i don't like it I LIKE IT

• i'm ugly I'M BEAUTIFUL

• i'm stupid I'M INTELLIGENT

💗💗💗💗

lastly, 

LIVE STRONG !!

Pengambilan 18702 guru secara one off

Selaku graduan pendidikan yang belum menjadi guru, kenyataan Menteri Pendidikan Dr. Mohd Radzi bin Md. Jidin pada 20 Jun, lalu iaitu akan adanya pengambilan 18702 guru secara one off bermula 7 Julai 2021 sangatlah mengujakan. 

Dalam keterujaan, secebis harapan timbul agar diri ini merupakan salah satu daripada 18702 insan yang terpilih untuk mengisi kelompangan yang diperlukan. Doakan diri saya mendapat peluang untuk di temuduga dan selanjutnya berjaya mendapatkan jawatan guru ini. Amin.

Tak sabarnya 7 Julai nanti, dahlah sekarang pun rasa gembira, nervous, dan lain-lain lagi asyik muncul. Tiap masa teringatkan tentang pengambilan one off ni. Angka guru yang diperlukan kelihatan banyak jumlahnya tetapi rasa risau tidak dapat dibendung kerana pelbagai kemungkinan akan terjadi. Hanya doa penguat diriku untuk terus percaya jika ada rezeki untuk menjadi guru dalam masa terdekat ini maka melalui pengambilan one off ini akan bermulalah kerjaya menjadi guru.

Lastly, tak nak berharap sangat takut kecewa nanti. Jika memang dalam 18702 itu terselit sekali diri ini syukur puji Tuhan. Apa yang penting bermula hari ini, persiapkan diri untuk interview nanti (harapnya tersenarai dalam individu yang akan di iv). Semoga diri ini dipermudahkan urusan dalam pengambilan guru one off bermula 7 Julai nanti.

Selesai nukilan hari ini. 

Thanks for reading.

B.I 1st Full Album WATERFALL

1) Waterfall

*live film*

2) Illa Illa (Title Track)

3) Daydream ft. Lee Hi

4) Numb

5) Illusion

6) Flow Away

7) Help Me

8) Remember Me

9) Stay ft. Tablo

10) Gray

11) Then

12) Re-brith

SPOTIFY 🔗 : https://open.spotify.com/album/7opzE9aGkgt8V4fnz6yX5t?si=CM25-2xvTeWzkidMtuoMDg

>Anyway, GRAY is my fav because it's so catchy, my cup of tea! it's doesn't mean i not like the other song (i love all the song😍) just when i wake up on the morning GRAY will be the first i listen too

 

Motivational quotes for myself

1) The way you speak to yourself matters 

2) Your current situation is giving you an opportunity to re-evaluate what you want

3) Self doubt kills more dreams than failure ever will

4) Small steps are also progress 

Spoiler alert to anime fans: Is Attack on Titan ended great?

Hello readers. Long time no update.

Anyway, Attack on Titan (manga) officially ended last week. Actually, i don't read manga so i don't want to know the ending yet but because the news about AOT is everywhere i finally ended seeing it too and i'm crying really hard because one of my favorite character was died. He died leaving hope of freedom for paradis island. But what more sad is he actually want to live with his love one, he's crying for help but because there is no other option he's ended dying. He also choose his path like that because of how bigger his love for someone that he love and care much. And he is Eren Yeager, the man who fought for freedom until the end of his life.

So is AOT ended well? For me, 50 yes 50 no. The reason for 50 no is because the protagonist dead, that it. Btw, I will wait next year to see if i think AOT ended well or not. Maybe there is different ending for anime fans? jk..😭

Anyway, final eps for (animation) season4 part2 will be airing on next year. I hope the graphic animation will back like season1,2,3 because i don't really like the season4 part1 graphics, it's a great storyline but not really exciting to watch.. 

          Eren Yeager when he still young😭

 

Recommended Movie : Fabricated City (2017)

Good day everyone!

Hari ni saya mahu recommend kmovie 'Fabricated City'. This movie tentang seorang online gamer (actor Ji Chang Wook) yang kena framed sebagai pembunuh dan perogol. Kematian ibunya membuat 'online gamer' ini melarikan diri dari penjara dan berusaha membersihkan namanya. Siapakah yang telah framed 'online gamer' ni? Kalau nak tahu pengakhiran movie ni tengoklah full movie kat Viu etc. 

For me i gave this movie 8/10 star sebab tak membosankan and of cus sebab Ji Chang Wook juga. Tapi memang this movie best la. Movie ni lebih kepada action and technology so kalau minat genre action or technology ni salah satu movie WAJIB tengok.