You never know how special u're until u start to appreciate urself

Hello readers.

Today i want to talk about  "You never know how special u're until u start appreciate urself more"

Let's me write in EngxMalays for this topic ^^

Sebenarnya, agak sukar untuk saya nak hargai diri ini sepenuhnya. Bukan bermaksud saya tak menghargai diri ini tapi terkadang saya akan terfikir why saya dilahirkan seperti ini? why i'm not good enough to myself? why i'm not as talented as my friend? why i'm always had this little anxiety about things that not yet happen? why why and why

But as i start questioning myself, as i start doubting myself i felt deep inside me don't want that matter to be tenggelam dalam diri menjadi duri yang boleh meyakitkan diri ini dengan lebih teruk. I never want to hurt myself because of myself. I don't want to feel bad to myself.

Jadi topik hari ini iaitu Kamu takkan pernah tahu betapa specialnya diri kamu sehingga kamu mulai menghargai dirimu will be a great topic to share to someone who is like to doubting herself/himself like me, myself.

Baiklah, why i choose this topic? Sebabnya saya juga antara insan yang kurang menghargai diri sendiri. But, i change little bit little. I always said to myself that i'm a special person to me. I always remind myself that i'm great. Eventhough sometimes i'm not good enough but atleast i'm doing my best and because of that i always said to myself that i'm doing a good job. 

Kita sebagai insan yang kerdil memang akan ada banyak kelemahan tapi.. Jangan pernah jadikan kelemahan kita itu sebagai satu cara untuk kita tidak menghargai diri kita kerana bila kita hargai diri seadanya kita akan tahu kekuatan diri kita lebih banyak daripada kelemahan tersebut. Yakin bahawa setiap kita sangat-sangat berharga di mata yang Mahakuasa. Setiap kita merupakan ciptaan-Nya yang paling disayangi-Nya. Jadi jangan pernah membenci atau feel urself useless okayy.

Tambahan setiap manusia diciptakan punya kelebihan berbeza antara satu sama lain. Ada yang boleh itu, tapi dia tak boleh yang ini. Tapi ada pula yang boleh ini tapi tak boleh yang itu. Jadi we are special. Everyone of us is a special person. U special, she special.

Penutup kata dari saya, semoga kita sentiasa ingatkan sesama kita yang we're special eventhough we're different. 

INSPIRATION :)

Lots of love from me to whoever reading this :)

See u tommorow ^^

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Be confident of yourself

Hello readers.

Today topics is about....

'be confident of yourself'

Why we must be confident of ourself? Some people will thinks why must i be confident? Can't i just be comfortable of who i am? All of this thinking is right BUT...We can't always be comfortable of our own if it's will damage our self-confidence. 

For example:
When we do group presentation and it's need only one people to present it we always give the job or task to people who is great at communication skills. We don't want to take risk because we worry about other opinion

From my view, it so so wrong to us to think that the person with great communication skills must've done the task. Why?? Because everyone can do it but it's defend on how great we can do it compared to other.

We must be brave to accept the challenge. Don't afraid what people will think of u. BUT be confident. U are good enough. U love to learn new things. U always the best version of yourself. U always do your best no matter how hard the matter for u.

For everyone that thinks that herself/himself are not good enough to other, u are good enough for yourself. Learn to accept who u're and don't compare urself with other because it's u who live ur life not other person. 

U are how ur thinks of urself. Trust urself, be confident and always say to urself that u doing a GOOD JOB. 

P/s : I'm still in progress to build my confidence especially to talk/teach other people because soon if ada rezeki i'll really want to become a great teacher that will give knowledge, lesson to my future student. I pray that all my dream come true. Amin

INSPIRATION 

Thats all for today.

See u soon, 

You are the best version of Yourself 💖

You Are the Best Version of Yourself 💖

Hello readers,
How are you? I hope everyone is doing well. By the way, it’s 12:41 a.m. as I’m writing this.

First of all, yesterday’s schedule was busier than usual because I had to attend three classes. I was so, so tired — but the last class, which was volleyball, was so much fun 💜

The lesson I learned yesterday was to trust yourself, because only you know what you can do best. I’ve always doubted myself. Can I do it? Am I confident enough? Do I really have to do this? Every time my confidence level drops, I feel so useless. I think I’m not good enough.

But today, I promise myself to change that mindset — to trust myself more and love myself enough not to think that I’m useless. I am the best version of myself, and I need to start believing that.

Last but not least, I want all of you to think about this and say to yourself: You are the star of your own life. You are your own superhero. You can do anything you set your mind to, because it’s what you want, and it’s your life to live. 🌟 

See you when I see you.
Take care, everyone — bye! 💖

My goals for 2019 💋

Hello readers.

Today I will list my goal @ what I want to do this new year, 2019 and keep it here.

1.) Flawless face
2.) Using socmed for only 2 and a half hours a day + 1hours for movie, drama = 3 and a half hours
3.) iKON matter for a half hour 💋
4.) Exercise for thirty minute
5.) Focus on my goals more
6.) Always thank to God (first priority 🙏)
7.) 50kg (current weight 58kg)
8.) Save RM1 for a day
9.) ....

The list will be continue. For now that's all my goal@what I want to do. When I have new goals I will update back. 

*BTW, a little info about one of my happy pills Kim Hanbin aka BI leadernim, lyricist, producer, singer, rapper for iKON. I really like him for always do his best. I respect him so much. He's such hard working person, artist that I know. And he write and composed phenomenal song on 2018 'Love Scenario' https://youtu.be/vecSVX1QYbQ 💜

Kim Hanbin aka BI 

cr : owner 

That's all for today💞

I'M OK by iKON

Hello hello long time no update.

iKON had released new song entitle I'm OK. I'm so excited because they were my happy pills. The mv concept was 'Man in Black Suit' (OMG they look melt my heart) and I can related the lyrics ecspecially Kim Jiwon aka Bobby part~

I don't want to hear any hopeful words. 

I can hardly fall asleep because the reality is too difficult to handle.

I tried to find things that can fill me up, which eventually turns out to be drinks. 

I become indifferent to any situations.

Even though I'm better off by myself, loneliness hits me from time to time. 

Even though I want to do many different things, I become lethargic.

My answer will always be a huge smile if anyone asks how I'm doing.

Well yaa  one of them said (sorry i forgot who) the story tell I'm ok but inside actually not ok. So listen I'm OK by iKON here :

iKON-I'm OK 💗

Bye🐥🐥🐥

Secebis kata #5 : December taught

Hello readers.

Long time no update because of busy semester. But today i writing again for my healing time. p/s : i write to speak what on mind right now.

Actually, next week i will sit an examination. I can't focus to study because i miss home. I miss my family, my mom, my dad, and lil bro and sis. I'm so sad because i can't celebrate Christmas day with my family but i know they always remember me here. I know as a student and as a daughter i need to do my best because my mom and my dad always trust in me. They always there for me, without them i can't do anything. I missed them so much but i'll do my best. 

As time slowly passed, i'm find myself improve many thing. I can see my process to reach my goal,it's still lacking but i know someday i'll became an amazing person to myself and of cos my beloved family.

And after this year (2018) ended, i'm not 22 years old anymore, i'm 23 years old. I have a mixed feeling. I'm not ready to became adult with many responsibilty but yeahh it's the fact and i need to accept it.

Last from me, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2019. May this year u had an amazing year and next year will be a blessing year to u'll.

Thats all, bye.

See so when i see you.